It's interesting when I look back in each day. Sometimes I think to myself that all I had to do was x or y and I'd still have that relationship. But then the thought would surface that if I did x or y, then my relationship with God would be hurt. While I wish I still had it, what I had wasn't real. What I treasured was staged. All that was real was the feeling. I know that what I felt was real. God is offering so much for me in my life and is just waiting for me to take it. I have to remind myself of that hourly, then daily to get through. :)
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